♥ When i need where have you been?
Last day of work ytd, finally man but hell tired can.
After all i still got to say is fun with these friend with me, even sales not v good but as long as we happy can le :D
Ended dam late last night.
Kena bit by joanna ng wei xin (sister) and khrysste (fatfat) pull for not leting me go down when i reach house bus-stop.
So no choice went to bc to slack for awhile, wei xin was chasing me like hell when i took plaster out =.=!
Meet proh proh around 12plus, samoke and chat with them home after that.
Anyway i didn't work th new job.
But i will continue to find job, because of money $$$$
So anyone can intro any job to me but not too far thank.
Should i anot?
I have been making him wait this 1years but hais.
Alex thanks i will ans you as soon as i can okay?
Shall stop here le, because i am using school com to post ^^
Miss e alright people?
I'm back people :D
School ended around 11.30am.
Went to hall for some kill time (:
Bus 63 to geylang and change 26 to kallang.
Acc 2S to kallang there for interview and work.
Cheryl working marilyn interview me doing nothing haha/
Went to food court and eat, chat alot with marilyn S.
Heart to heart, people do change but change till no comment.
Smoke and shuttle bus back to kallang took bus home.
Should be meeting zhi peng later on.
Alot alot of thing i going to tell you.
Alex still own me a present.
Should be meeting him on wednesday to get me li wu (wee wee)
Got to go :D
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Why untill now i still can't get what you want?
Still sick ='( even lost my voice for this few day.
Suffer cough headached flu and fever again ='( why i always th one so unlucky here?
Hais maybe it fate who playing with my life but who know?
I miss you where are you y dear (SAD)
Wake up dam late, due to night fever make me morning thn sleep.
Wake up cry till like no one busniess but who know?
Went to work around 10plus with best friend.
Sistet went home early, whole day i'm suffer alone with joel help.
Thanks for th ice milo once again.
Happy working.
How i wish this IT FAIR can last longer but it's impossible i am thinking too much le (LOL)
End work dam late today.
Head over to bc to meet sister.
Home sweet home around 12 plus.
All th way sms with alex.
Thanks idiot for th acc and i will give you my ans when i feel like :D
You shall wait for me once again.
Sorry anyway.
Going to bed soon, remember to miss once again alright.
♥ Will you come back once when i'm all alone?
Wake up around 8.45am, when i need to meet weixin all around 9am.
Best friend text me and even say die liao lor, tot i will late but in th end i make it around 9.05am ^^
Meet them at my house downstair than head to opps bus-stop wait for ah nana.
Bus 63 to eunos inter and mrt to expo (:
Sec day of work i already tired like around 11plus =.=!
Because stomach pain and cramp larh, fuck.
Make myself smile to custome and i was treated by joel a cup of ice milo when i told him no need le.
Thanks anyway :D
Was kena di siao by khrysste all i and him =.=!
Smoke after that, head home after that.
Feel so tired and sick still.
Cough and abit flu.
I thinking i will be able to recover after tml :D
YAY!
Shall go sleep le. goodnight people.
Alex say he come find me this wednesday and he own me one present :D
And you promise to come find me and fetch me home don't forget idiot.
Shall reply his text or he going to kpkb again liao.
Bye people. miss me okay?
♥ What these a promise mean in my life?
Have been crying th whole night, just because thing happen so suddenly i don't even know how to face it now.
Should i?
I don't know, stop aking me anymore i'm tired seriously.
How i wish you were right here for me this moment when i'm down, like you do in past but i don't think it's possible anyway i miss you my dear.
Have been asking myself what i face each day is just a dream but not th fact ='(
3more day to go ba, after sunday i'm free again.
Want to meet up just ring me up or text me people ^^
Skip school for today work hard for IT FAIR (:
At first i was a sales girl but in th end i acc joanna do admin.
Even there's alot of free time but we try to help out for our friend.
My foot is hurting so much, i tired now.
After so long work i finally feel that i'm sleepy le.
Shall sleep early and work hard for tml again.
Jiayou everyone (:
Smile kelly sng :D
Shall stop here, continue if i got time ba.
Goodnight and bye.
Lable: Maybe be hurting seeing you walk away far from me now, i'm sorry too ='(
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What wrong in th world, i'm wondering?
Alot of thing just fuck my life up so suddenly, i don't want to cry anymore i promise.
I don't want to get hurt too, all you can is leave me alone please!
Sick sick sick, having sore throat cough and fever & flu now, Fuck!
I'm suffer not just thing that happen yet my sickness too.
Hais, i'm very tired and sick already.
Who can take care me? (LOL) don't know how to takecare myself after thing had happen.
No matter how i avoid or run aways i still face th fact after th end ='(
Who want to meet me now?
I'm bored to stay at home, a few hours more to work.
I thinking how long i can't suffer and even take it when i'm sick right now and got to go work for tml morning.
Hope i will be fine too.
Wish me good luck or i will in hospital next (choy)
Shall stop here.
Feeling so sad now.
Never tell any one who i feel after i get scold by my dad for nothing.
Seriously you and mummy quarrel no need scold me de okay fuck.
Don't want i stay at home i leave, happy?
Feel like crying now, but there is always no one there when i need him now hais,
Let me drunk and not to wake up any more can i?
No matter how much i cry i hurt myself but knocking th world i don't feel there is any pain after bleeding ='(
Maybe i should just off this world after night.
No one treat me i'm alive too what th point.
FUCK OFF!
Maybe you don't know how much you meant to me now
Maybe you don't know how much i miss you here.
Maybe you don't know much i cry for you each day and night.
Maybe you don't know how important you're to me right now.
Maybe you don't know there's is alot of word i want to say right in front of you.
Maybe you don't know i suffer more than any one do just for you.
Maybe you don't know i care and concern you more than myself.
Maybe you don't know i still waiting for you text.
Maybe you don't know i wish you are here for me.
Maybe you don't know i willing to do so much just for you.
Maybe upon sky is telling me you're not longer th one belong to me anymore.
Maybe i should face the fact.
Maybe i should let go and give up.
Maybe i should try to be strong once again.
Maybe i should not cry anymore.
Maybe i should not tell you i still love you when i did.
Maybe i should lie to you once.
Maybe i should not be so honest to you.
Lable: You don't since to bother when i say i'm th one who loving you and missing you, hais ='(
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People i have already relink you guy le, want me relink you again tag me in blog :D
Dam tired, meet dearest have some argue with him, hais.
Went to amk and he come to my house here slack.
Home sweet home around 10plus.
Eat my dinner & pack my room awhile, off to bed.
Couldn't wake up for th morning lesson so decide to go for life skill at 2.40.
Saw viki, started to quarrel and fight with him agin =.=!
Went in th lesson less than 5min, off to posb bank.
To make me new card.
Here i am posting and talk to cheryl.s.
Going to amk meet marilyn and mr black.
Night maybe meeting sister all :D
1more day to go for IT FAIR.
I'm back from ubi and amk :D
Meet cheryl.s on bus and head to amk take bus 269 to 608.
Guess what kazue all didn't tell us they at 608 make me and CHERLY.S must take bus again.
Sad that mummy bought for me handphone keychair th bear bear hand lost.
Went over to 608 to have our dinner and head to amk took bus 135 chup lao change bus to meet best friend and sister.
Talk and stuff 10plus home.
Come home bath still waiting for dearest to reply my message but he didn't hais.
Sister give me alot of new shoes, haha that mean i no need to buy shoes for a month now :D
Thanks sister.
I'M STILL WAITING MY DEAR ='(
Text me when you awake ba.
Goodnight people.
Going to interview for a job after holiday.
Miss me okay?
Maybe acting happy in front of you will make you feel happy.
I'm sorry i still crying right now.
Leave me alone ba.
I LOVE YOU!
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Finally i'm done with my blogskins by today ^^
Found that now my blogskins see le also don't feel so plain or weird le.
And it's BLACK somemore :D
Late for school like bout 2hours plus, dearest say i pon lesson again =/
Home clothes slipper and pant to school.
We're lucky that we didn't get caught when we went into class.
12 ended, bus to bugis to look for job with both S.
Head home with cheryl.s around 2.30pm.
Back home online and change my blogskins.
Waiting for dearest to come and meet me later on.
Ya i miss him ='(